What am I feeling? Not secure, in limbo, transient. I should feel at home on Long Island but I don't yet. It is strange to me. I can't seem to find my niche of what to do with the kids. I am staying at home most of each day at Mom and Dad's house--hiding?? Ugh, this is terrible, this funk.
This week Mom and Dad are going to Nicole's for the week and Billy will be in and out with business. I am dreading the loneliness of this week. I think it will highlight how little I have assimilated into life here. I am dreading that realization.
Note: we are working on the house, all our things still in boxes. I am hoping by May 1 we will be living there.
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